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[27 Feb 2006|01:19am]
[ mood | sappy ]

Okay, time for today's Secondary Entry!!!

My sister is sick. This distresses me to no end. She's preggers and having complications. I'm in complete denial right now. It's serious.

In my complete and utter deviation from the universe, I have to mention that some certain person I have previously thought of as cute is still cute, right down to said person's adorable RP characters. I simply can not get over it. I have such the girlycrush, despite having nothing in common with said person. It's more of a wishful thing. Ever been in one of those states of sugary admiration for someone, knowing that if you ever said or did anything it'd crash and burn horribly and violently, and yet just watching is... well, it's that geeky marshmallow meltwich feeling. I don't even know how I do this, honestly. I'm such a 'tough broad', and I keep running into these absolute sweethearts that I alienate with my total inability to be emotional and vulnerable. I remind myself of my Poseidon-muse and my Kaoru-muse. Please, people, believe me, I'm not so bad!!! I have a heart. It's just... buried. And I'm waiting for just the perfect sweetheart to polish it up.



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[27 Feb 2006|12:48am]
[ mood | blah ]

So I jumped on the Personal DNA! bandwagon, and this is mine. Yay! I got something none of you other peoples got and I'm speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeshul. Whee!

Enter le Dynamic Creator.

*cough* Sorry. I'm still a little goofy from the several drinks I had earlier. >_>

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[20 Feb 2006|12:58am]
[ mood | sick ]

I have arrived!!!


- I know how to assemble a futon
- I can eat however I want
- I like planes
- I never realized I was so domestic


- I just HAD to come down with a fucking goddamn stomach flu.

Tomorrow will be a day well-spent on cleaning and assembling things. The bathroom's getting a nice revamp just for moi, and the kitchen's next. Tuesday is job appie day, for that just in case circumstance when things Never Work Out the Way You Think They Will. I also need to do my nails. I broke every damn one carrying luggage. Fuckfuckfuckity.

I need to have a snack to settle my stomach and then off to bed with me.

exit_eternity, I will see you tomorrow for some sceney goodness. hellbait, I'll see you too. glamourcharm, I'm trying to find you too.

Anyone else who wantsa say hi, catch me while I'm cleaning. Nightnight!!

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[18 Feb 2006|02:13pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

IT'S D-DAY!!!!!!


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[15 Feb 2006|04:09am]
For those of you who haven't seen much of me lately:

Moving in 3 days. BRB in a week, gotta get settled in. Have fun, kids.
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[12 Feb 2006|04:04am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

This stolen from stardance

It's another one of those personality thingies. I am so fascinated with them. :D Always have been.

Visiting the grandparents this weekend. Tomorrow I'm going to see Nanny McPhee. A little disappointed with that... I would have rather seen Brokeback Mountain by FAR, but there's just no way to ask your grandparents to do something like that with you. Besides, I promised Yoyo I'd go with her and it'd be weird to sit there watching buttsex on a huge screen while sitting next to your grandma.

As of tomorrow, 6 days till I'm out of here. ...wow.

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[10 Feb 2006|10:36pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Stolen off f-list:

If there is someone on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

I <3 you, stardance, even if you think I don't care or pay attention to you. So there. One week, honey.

Also my quota is now full for the week. Let me save my quota space so I can hug you when I get off the plane.

Now back to work packing. :D

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[05 Feb 2006|10:43pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

I would just like to state to the entire world that the best video game series in the whole wide world is:


If you don't agree with me... go and play Defiance. Even if you don't like vampires, even if you think Kain and Raziel are hideous (they're really not trying to be hot), even if eating people's souls, snapping necks, and draining people of all their blood through the tiny hole of their bellybutton grosses you out...

The storyline will make you happy.

The coolness of floating on a pair of torn wings will remind you of flying with a blanket or a Superman cape and you will laugh.

The sadness of watching what happens to Raziel will make you cry.

You will discover that not having a jaw is kind of hot.

Raziel's voice will turn you on.

You must love this series.

Vae Victus, bitches!!!!

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[02 Feb 2006|08:04pm]
[ mood | surprised ]

The weirdest thing happened to me today.

My grandmother, the woman who has spent the last twenty years making sure I a) felt like shit and b) made it known that I was stupid as hell and would never amount to anything told me today that I was mature and had common sense.

What in the fuck?

And then another weird thing happened.

She said she'd miss me when I'm gone.

Oooooooooooooooooooookay... *plays Twilight Zone theme*

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[28 Jan 2006|06:39am]
[ mood | awake ]

Yay, I likie this guy! :DDD

Which FF Character Are You?

Also I am awake for the day for no apparent reason. I went to bed around 10:30. I feel so... so wrong! But I couldn't stay up a minute longer last night. I was WIPED OUT.

Also I had Mexican for dinner and it was good. All hail Don Pablo's, for the one near my house is decent!

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[26 Jan 2006|05:31am]
[ mood | OMFG!!!!! ]




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[23 Jan 2006|11:37pm]
[ mood | burnt-out ]

Do this plz, even if you're just throwing me a comment to tell me what you're into. I need suggestions for something new to listen to. :D My music collection is SO BORING lately. HELP KTHX.

List your six current favorite songs, then tag six friends to do the same.
I was tagged by: stardance

1) The Beatles -- Strawberry Fields Forever
2) Kozi -- Honey Vanity
3) Gazette -- Cassis
4) Death Cab for Cutie -- Soul Meets Body
5) A Perfect Circle -- Orestes
6) Ok Go -- A Million Ways

The Tagged:

1) twistedprince
2) exit_eternity
3) flowersofvanity
4) hellbait
5) glassthorne
6) glamourcharm


Other than that, my life has been... same as usual. Got things sorted for my TRIP TO DENVER which is due to depart on FEBRUARY 8TH which is like whoamg soon. Someone remind me on Wednesday to go and pick up my new ID so I can actually get on the plane. I hate things like that.

I also have discovered I have a lot of things I can't practically take with me or ship for a while. Like collector dolls, and about 150 lbs. of comic books. Anyone want 150 lbs. of comic books? Quite a few of them have drawing instruction, and one very special and very old issue of Cardcaptor Sakura has a few panels very elegantly colored in by my 5 year old cousin because she thought it was a coloring book.

Also, I would like to decorate my new apartment in Hello Kitty and My Little Pony decorations. K-mart, for those of you that have those near you, is having a sale on My Little Pony housewares. Thrilling, mm? :D

Woe betide the man who walks into our apartment, Yoyo. He'll see all the pink and yellow and faint.

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[23 Jan 2006|01:33am]
[ mood | random! ]

I'm going to be the most unpopular person on my flist today. :D


< /jk>

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[10 Jan 2006|04:09pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I have absolutely nothing to say at this time, so I give you this:

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

Yeah nothing I didn't know.
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[02 Jan 2006|05:57pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Stolen from stardance

My year. Not exciting.Collapse )

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[27 Dec 2005|07:57pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Today is Yoyo's lucky day, as is tomorrow, if you go by the numbers. Happy lucky days, Yoyo-chan.

The events of the past few days, in my head at least, have given me mixed emotions. Everything happens to me in my head, but that's besides the point.

Good things happened. I talked to my mom about leaving. She's actually okay with it. I don't have to worry about fights while I pack. I don't have to worry about hauling off and calling a taxi to get me to the airport. She'll just drive me up there, quietly, and we'll part ways. I am now staring into the swirling ribbons of the rest of my life, shooting away from me and forward in three-hundred directions, the path long and rich and clear. I'm now the single soul proprietor of my very own bag of bones, free to move it wherever I like. Some people take that feeling for granted, that they spend all their time making their own choices. Fucking up royally, to be certain, but that grand self-fuck is what makes life worthwhile. No matter how hard the landing, there is always that exhilarating moment of leaping into the clear, brisk air and being surrounded on all sides by blue. At the top of such a jump there's always that zero-G moment where you hang in the air, staring into your trajectory, and you are free. Wholly and absolutely free, weightless, breathless.

I'm in that moment now.

Sometimes it's a little confusing. I think about the moment when I'll get to the gate, look at my mother. She's been the decision-maker for so many years. I don't think she realizes the influence she has, or that all of my choices up to this point have been so incredibly limited. I wonder what it will feel like when I step away from her, and the inches fill in between us like water in a dam. Steps and steps and space and space, and the snap in my chest will be palpable. Chains breaking. The last link holding me to earth. Snap.

It's been a long, hard war. It's going out with a splutter, a sigh, a wave of the hand. No guns, no cannons, no fireworks. The end of an era came with a sigh.

I've won a life that is mine.(?)

Stuff.Collapse )

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[25 Dec 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | surprised ]

Well damn. O_o Christmas miracles DO happen.

No one fought, screamed, freaked out, or otherwise acted embarrassingly.

I didn't get anything I feel guilty about taking and/or is difficult to move.

I even got things I can use later. My mom gave me a Hello Kitty set of sheets so all I have to buy for myself later is a blanket and some pillows. My grandparents gave me $40 to blow at my discretion, and it'll likely go towards finding myself a set of luggage later. The biggest-ass pieces of luggage I can find. This is going to be vastly amusing. I have never, ever tried to fit my entire life into a total of two or three bags before.

Now all I need is a plane ticket and a bigass box for my amp. *sings* I'm leaaaaaaaavin' on a jet plaaaaaane... nobody's ever gonna see me agaaaaaaaaain...

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[24 Dec 2005|07:40pm]
[ mood | owwiez ]

Hi. My pinky finger hurts like a mofo. Damn you, Aziel and your sharp strings~! *shakes fist*

I probably got socks again for Christmas. I didn't want anything. That's just going to make it harder later.

Bah fuckin' HUMBUG.

...also wtf does that mean?

Screw it. You go and have your damnable Christmas fun while I do nothing. *shakes fist repeatedly*

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[24 Dec 2005|01:35am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

So the past week has been nuts.

stardance and I talked a lot during her visit. We resurrected the band ONE LAST FREAKING FREAKITY FREAKIN time on one condition: It's going to be because I'm moving to Denver and we are going to WORK ON IT. Agh. I'm not sure how I'll do it yet but somehow I'm going to gather up the chump change for a plane ticket and in January I'll be gone.

I'm nervous and excited all at the same time. I feel as though I'm shedding my skin. It's a beautiful sensation. I'm finally going somewhere. Finally.

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[18 Dec 2005|10:01pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Day 2:

YAY~! Disaster... kind of avoided. Yesterday's fight with the crazy old lady didn't destroy too much of the amusement. Yesterday when we met it was like... I dunno, like this one scene in Dexter's Lab where there's the guy and the dog and the guy is just like :DDDDDD???!!! and the dog is just like :DDDDD???!!! and that's how I felt. Yes, it IS very descriptive. Faces are like magic... talking... things. That say a lot. Yes. Dammit.

So I haven't watched anime in a bazillion years but since my xbox wouldn't work on the hotel tv (chaos ensued) we ended up staring at Adult Swim's elegant collection of shit for much of the night. Many inside jokes were developed from this activity, and we find that some animes are much easier to make fun of than others. This is my current list:

1. Bobobo (piece of SHIT)
2. Ghost in the Shell weirdass thingy wtf (Captain Planet was in it~!!!!!)
3. Full Metal Alchemist (THE GOD OF XBOX THE GOD OF XBOX)
4. Evangelion (alright, so that wasn't THAT bad... but Asuka is an annoying fuckface)
5. IGPX (are rollerskating robots really that aerodynamic...?)

And then The Boondocks came on and it was a particularly "black" episode so a lot of it was straining to hear the dialogue but there was this GREAAAAAAAAAAT plot twist. So there were these rapper gangsta' guys and the one guy was trying to kill the other so you figure this is either about drugs or hos. Nope, you're wrong. :D They were GAY LOVERS that had broken up and the one guy was all *muahsmarcksmerch* all over the other guy and there was lots of animated spit and whatnot but since he broke up with him, he tried to kill him anyways, but the other guy ran away naked into the woods. Sucks to be them.

...and then we slept till 2 pm. Joy!

Today was a bit more smooth, except for the whole sleeping for like 300 years thing. We ate Chinese and I liked it because Chinese is awesome and then we went to walk around downtown where all the "hip young adults" go, except I didn't feel so "hip" cause I drank waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much tea at the restaurant and I was like @__@ OMFG BATHROOM. Eheh... #^_^#;;

SO tomorrow we're hoping to head down to Ann Arbor because that place is God. Yes, God. It contains artsy farts and Wizzywigs and hibachi done by hot young Asian dudes. We need to get maps now. Yoyo's turn~! *runs away*

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